Sunday, August 29th 2010
So…today has been a pretty busy day filled with all the stuff that goes with getting a family ready to go back to school. That includes me! AND…it just hit me a little bit ago.
God
It Just Hit Me (Day 279 of 365)
Where I Have Been (Day 261 of 365) Continued Part 4
Tuesday, August 10th 2010
PART 4
MY JOURNEY WITH JASE (CONTINUED)
Jase and I officially broke up in August/September…but for some reason it didn’t stop us from doing life or being together… I could sense that he cared about me, but he was holding back so much and resisted being with me. Wow, as I reflect on it now…I’m not sure what kept me hanging on. Maybe it was my fear that I wasn’t good enough for him. I’m really not sure…AND reflecting back I can see where at times I had been pathetic, needy, and should have (by society’s standards) let him go along time ago. However, something inside of me was saying “Stick with it…love him unconditionally”. So I did. I want to explain…that I knew how to go in relationships when the time was right. I had always done so before…and this time was different.
Where I Have Been (Day 260 of 365) Continued Part 3
Monday, August 9th 2010
PART 3
MY JOURNEY WITH JASE
I went on my first date with Jase on June 1st, 2007 (Yep, I EVEN remember the day!) . We hit it off so well on the phone that I broke my “meet & greet” rule and jumped right into a date with him. I had a feeling that he would be a great one to have dinner with. The chemistry was immediate (it was to me). It was apparent that even the bartender agreed, because she had acknowledged it while he slipped away to the rest room. Our second “meet & greet” was at church. He came to my church to meet me, that gave him extra props in my eyes. Anyway, long story short a few dates later we were quickly spending all of our time together.