Saturday, September 11th 2010
Being a Single Mom raising 3 children with special needs…has definitely been a journey full of mountains to climb…but lately…I have just felt stuck in a dark pit…without a ladder…not knowing what to do or where to go to get out. Until this evening….
Tuesday, September 7th 2010
I started this blog to help others…I thought others could see that if I could raise 3 children with special needs…then they could do what ever they are struggling with…this was my purpose…my hope. AND, I originally planned to just blog about the kiddos and I thought that this blog was gonna be filled with funny moments, struggles, & lots of stuff that we as a family were doing. Well, it has been…and with that has come lots of other stuff too!
Sunday, August 29th 2010
So…today has been a pretty busy day filled with all the stuff that goes with getting a family ready to go back to school. That includes me! AND…it just hit me a little bit ago.
Tuesday, August 10th 2010
PART 4
MY JOURNEY WITH JASE (CONTINUED)
Jase and I officially broke up in August/September…but for some reason it didn’t stop us from doing life or being together… I could sense that he cared about me, but he was holding back so much and resisted being with me. Wow, as I reflect on it now…I’m not sure what kept me hanging on. Maybe it was my fear that I wasn’t good enough for him. I’m really not sure…AND reflecting back I can see where at times I had been pathetic, needy, and should have (by society’s standards) let him go along time ago. However, something inside of me was saying “Stick with it…love him unconditionally”. So I did. I want to explain…that I knew how to go in relationships when the time was right. I had always done so before…and this time was different.