Thursday, August 12th 2010 PART 6
MY JOURNEY WITH JASE (CONTINUED…)
Central Christian Church
Where I Have Been (Day 261 of 365) Continued Part 4
Tuesday, August 10th 2010
PART 4
MY JOURNEY WITH JASE (CONTINUED)
Jase and I officially broke up in August/September…but for some reason it didn’t stop us from doing life or being together… I could sense that he cared about me, but he was holding back so much and resisted being with me. Wow, as I reflect on it now…I’m not sure what kept me hanging on. Maybe it was my fear that I wasn’t good enough for him. I’m really not sure…AND reflecting back I can see where at times I had been pathetic, needy, and should have (by society’s standards) let him go along time ago. However, something inside of me was saying “Stick with it…love him unconditionally”. So I did. I want to explain…that I knew how to go in relationships when the time was right. I had always done so before…and this time was different.
Taylor Giving It All (Day 257 of 365)
Friday, August 6th 2010
I was searching for some pictures and going through some videos that Jase and I took back in April of a concert that we went to…long story to why I was searching for this. I will explain later… However, I found a video of all of my children at the Rock & Road Worship Show in Las Vegas, NV in April. Jase & I took the kids to see the concert with some of our friends. I didn’t know that I had this of the kids. This video impacted me. I saw what a community we have AND most of all I remembered years ago when Taylor was 5 years old and she was barely speaking and the Doctor told me that she would never speak in complete sentences, and NOW look at her! Singing for God!! If that’s not a testimony, I’m not sure what is. God is great…I have been so wrapped up in my own happiness lately that I JUST now realized that I have been given SO many miracles and I would be a fool if I didn’t praise Him!
Angels In Line (Day 243 of 365)
Friday, July 23rd 2010
If you read my post yesterday. then you will have noticed that it was a bit of a challenging day. I was really having a tough time remaining calm and monitoring my patience due to the mishaps from Medicaid. I had a few hours to kill so I chose to go to meet with a friend/pastor at my church. Do you ever have those brief moments where you are feeling a little defeated? Well, I was having one of those moments…At times, it seems that the biggest obstacles in this life of mine is other people. Those of you who are reading this that have children with special needs you may know exactly what I am talking about. I wish Government & State workers at time would give a little more understanding, patience, & kindness when needed. I’m not gonna get started on that one…I’ll get to my point of this entry.
Tagged down syndrome, joy
An Synopsis of The Weekend (Day 184 of 365)
Sunday, May 23, 2010
Feet didn’t hit the floor this morning in the Little House until 9AM. That’s a sign…a sign that we had all had an extremely busy weekend and we were exhausted! The craziness started immediately on Friday after school when the girls had a hair appointment at Diva Studios here in Henderson, NV. I made an appointment with Lisa Brooks (the Owner). She attends our church and knows the girls enough that she feels very comfortable with them. Plus, she is extremely stylish herself and I wanted them each to have a fun and spunky new doo that will help emphasize each of their individual personalities! She was just the woman to do it! They look awesome…and a new video will soon to follow!