Sunday, May 30th 2010
Recently, I have had some huge decisions to make in my personal life, some that most people are not aware of.
I never realized how challenging it was to be in a relationship while raising my children. I think I believed that no one would ever love me again or want to be with me again after I divorced 7 years ago. My thoughts were “who would want to be in a relationship with a woman who has 3 children AND who all have special needs? ” (no matter how great the kiddos are!) I always knew it would have to be an extra EXTRA special man. It’s a huge responsibility, and a huge commitment. That’s for sure!
Well, as many of you know…I have been a relationship for the past 6 months…but not sure if it is time for me to go at it alone for a little while. Not because I don’t believe Jase is wonderful…because he is and I care about him deeply. I will never deny that. However, I find myself losing myself in wanting someone or wanting a relationship itself…During the summer, while the kiddos are gone I will be doing a lot of soul searching. Jase will not be out of my life. He is still VERY important to me, it is just time to work on me…Who knows what the future will bring…
With that said…I heard this song last night …and it really spoke to me. I thought I would share.
Until Next Time,
E
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